VERY SPECIAL DAY

                               TODAY is very special day for me..cause i get surprice from all my childs
they give me lot of kisses in this mother's day..but most make me happy is they write letters as gift of mother's day..really its touch one's emotions
this is summary of my child's letters
                               happy mother's day mom..
thanks for everything that you've given me, thanks for being the best mom in the world,
i'm sorry if i have not be child who can make you proud of me in this time.
 but i'm always trying for it..
i'm sorry if i cann't paint happiness on your face, i dont want the days walk fast, where day i will lose of you, i always pray for you may allah give long life to you and i have time to make you happy and proud of all your sacrifice.
                               mom...one day i'll make your tears flows on the earth when you see me become success and you are the first one who i want to hug when i can make you proud of me
mom..thank you for everything and i love you mom and really love you..!!!

                      thank you rara, mutia..najib and keisya really you touched my heart ...!!!
i'm proud of you all..and i love you all.
                    
                                  

                                          

MY KIDS are MY PRIDE

                                                  at hero monument surabaya

                                                           muthia and keisya
                                                               

                                      they are my hope in the future
                     if you are rich people, you will never feel underestimated others
really its very hurt feelings, but all of it will be my spirit in my life to show, it isn't all of you that can determine my life destiny..but only allah, and for me..my life isn't about me,,,but about my childs..!!!
ya allah please give them soft heart, give them faith, give them knowledge, give them the best future and everything the best for them..amiin

MY PICTURES are MY MEMORIES

                                                               orange garden

                                                              orange garden dau

                                                                 selecta malang

                                                           with my daughtr aisyah

                                                                 selecta malang

                                                                 wonorejo park

                                                                   budha temple

                                                                wonorejo park

                                                               orange garden

                                                               bounderland

                                                                cabbage garden

                                                                     tea garden

                                                              wonorejo park

                                                                wonorejo park

                                                             orange garden

                                                        strawberry garden

                                                               badut temple

                                                        selorejo reservoir

              i like to collect my pictures ...cause i will see all my pictures one by one when i sad
and i would be grateful to allah of my life for remember how much happiness i've been through in my life and then..i will smile and no sad again.

RAIN

                                 RAIN ... i dont like rain ... cause rain make uneasy mood...!!!!
                 and if such feelings come, i cry for no reason. rain make me remember all about
past and what i have been through. and make me want to go back to the past. back to my childhood and want to be with my childhood friends... bath in river and play the water together with them..play in the field..it was pleased time with them. it always make me miss all my childhood memories.

                                                                    CUACA MENDUNG

                                                         cuaca mendung ...
                                                         membuat hatiku pun ikut berkabung
                                                         menyembunyikan maksud maksud terselubung
                                                         membunuh asa yang membumbung
                                                         cuaca mendung ...
                                                         sejenak nafasku pun tersandung
                                                         kehendak hati pun tak lagi tersambung
                                                         membuat pikiran menjadi limbung
                                                         cuaca mendung ... 
                                                         anganku seakan melambung
                                                         ragapun menjadi linglung
                                                         menata jiwa yang terkatung

                                                                                   oleh cuaca yang mendung
                                                             

                                                     

pengen narziz aja

                                 lagi narziz aja di ruang makan foto'' sok kyok model sakit pinggang

my true friend

                                                       he is my true friend
                           he always with me in all condition,,he always be the best friend for me
                           i am so lucky have true friend like him .. !!
     i just wanna say...
                    maintain a friendship is very difficult more then looking for a friend,
                          and thanks for always with me when i was happy, sad.. cried..mad..annoyed..!!!
                          i may not be perfect...i have little goodness but i have badness too..
                          i hope it doesn't matter to be friendship cause the most important is we 
                          can keep our friendship well i hope we can do that..amiin!!!
      and i want to say one thousands words of "sorry"
                           sorry if i cant be the best friend for you
                           and thanks for always be there for me ...        

                             

                          

my sister

                                  my sister..
    i have three brothers and two sisters..but i am very close with my younger sister
we happy together, sad together.. tell many things..and no secret between us. 
we often go to anywhere to see beauty of nature together, and this is picture when we at coban rondo waterfall.

                                 ini waktu di kebun kubis [ cabbage garden }

                                ini waktu di kuil budha bukit dieng pengen lihat2 aja keindahan di dalamnya

my parents

                                      
                                         they are my parents ..!!!
may allah always give health and happiness to them..
my dad said ''parents are something sacred and you have to respect highly whatever condition of them!! rich or poor, old..bad or not..you have to respect to them more then everything in this world".
bapak bilang''orang tua itu seperti punden, yg kamu hrs menghargainya appn keadaanya.
my dad always advice me even though i have married. i am so happy have parents like them.
although they dont give wealth but they given me more happiness..n they always make me strong when i get problem. they always guide me to through the experience of life.
i love you mom...i love you dad..!!!



 

enjoy life

                     life is beautiful...
when we enjoy our life ..every sadness..happiness...laugh or cry..those are usual thing in life.
we have to through all sincerely...belive,,, allah have good plan for all humans.


                                                                    asa
                         ketika ketidak jujuran..
                                          merasuki raga..
                                          ketika kemunafikan meracuni jiwa manusia
                                          ketika itu kebaikan menjadi samar adanya
                                          tutur kata tak lagi bermakna..
                                          segalanya menjadi tidak berharga
                                          ternoda oleh tingkah anak manusia
                                          lelah...resah..berharap lepas darinya
                                          kebaikan yg membungkus kemunafikan
                                          berlari dari dosa yg membayangi
                                          setiap langkah...
                                          mengganti setiap peran kehidupan
                                          mengubah takdir yang tertulis..
                                          menjadi asa yang indah..

anak desa

              aku bangga meskipun hanya menjadi bagian kecil dari penduduk surga dunia, orang menyebutnya indonesia..yg katanya gemah ripah loh jinawi yg mungkin itu sekarang hanya menjadi sebuah slogan saja, namun aku masih bangga dg negeriku tercinta ini.
              lahir di kota dingin malang adalah sebuah kebanggaan buatku, karena malang adalah kota yg indah, kota yg punya sejuta tempat wisata di dalamnya. yg pasti jika kalian ke jawa timur rugi rasanya kalau tak mampir ke kotaku, karena malang is truly east java { sambil promosi dikit boleh dong }.
siapa bilang jadi anak desa itu tidak bahagia..aku cukup bahagia menikmati masa kecil ku, aku cukup bahagia menjadi anak desa, dan aku sangat bangga menjadi arema.
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